This life of mine.

 At time's I love it and other time's I hate it. But I wouldn't change it for anything. 

I'm in a funky mood right now I've extremely happy that I finally have a vehicle But at the same time I'm sad cause I don't have anyone to go see. I'll make new friends I'm sure But I really miss my girls. 

I don't think I'll ever have the connection that I did with them. We did everything together.

Sarah was one of the first friends I made when I started school in pg.  Chelsey was the first girl that I got along with really well when I started dating Carson. These two girls stuck by me when time's got tough and they were always there when I needed a friend. Lately I really need a friend, I keep getting sad because I feel like everyone's forgot about me. I need to figure out how I can get over that feeling. I think I might possibly go crazy if I don't talk to someone. I spend my day's working, watching Brody and cleaning stalls. I hope that there is something super fun in my near future. I know that I'll be going to Montana pretty soon, but only for a horse sell.

And I'll be going to all the rodeo's. Hopefully I can find myself a handsome kind hearted country boy. I'm gettin really sick of being alone. I could have a guy But all the one's that are into me are guys that are just like me ex's and I'm trying to stay away from that type of guy. I'm also getting really worried about my grandpa. His
diabetes are giving him a hard time and his Dr changed his prescription to a higher dose that's going to cost $70 a month and He also said that he might have to be put on insulin soon. And He's gotta go get his eyes and cholesterol checked. I'm so scared. He's been like my dad and I couldn't even imagine losing him.
And I've also been depressed cause I miss my dad. I would do anything to bring him back.
It's not fair that the good die young, It should be the bad die young. The world would be a better place.Well I'm done with this post,

My Grandpa.

I really miss having her around..