5/4/11

Life.

So my life is going great. I'm back at work, my car's screwed so I'm saving up to get me a little truck
. I've been sober for a month and a week, I haven't wanted to drink at all.
 I'm talking to this amazing guy that's pretty close to perfect in my eye's.
I haven't really hung out with any friends,
 But I'm having more fun with my family than I ever had with any of my friends.
 I'm looking for another job so that I can get into a veterinary school, and possibly take some classes so I can open my own animal shelter sometime in my future.
 I will go place's just wait you'll see.
In the mean time I'm going to stay happy and be with my family.
I'm working with our colt's so that we can break them and sell them at a sell that's coming up.
I also haven't been stressed out at all. And I've stopped biting my nails.
It's weird that when you lose someone who meant a lot to you and than realize that you can do so much better without them.
I'm not really talking to anyone I was friends with when I lived in Provo. I miss my Tyson lot's and I hope I can start hanging out with him again.
I'm sick of all the freaking drama that's been going around.
Yeah me and Sarah aren't friends anymore, Yes it sucked like hell for the first little bit, I'm over it. And Yes I said that She thought that she was better than everyone because that's kinda how it sounded by looking at her blog. But I texted her and talked to her about it and She wasn't meaning to come off that way.
I still love her and I would help her if she ever need's it, But me and her not being friends is for the best.
At first we were great friends, Pretty much sisters but growing up brings changes and We were on different paths.
She want's to be a tattoo artist and I wanna be a vet and a barrel racer. It was hard for us to do thing together.
Our music taste's changed over the years. She's still into the darker music and I've grown to be kinda sick of listening to it. I went back to my roots and She's still the little rebel child that we all love.  We started getting into little fight's because of the choices we were making, But I'm glad that everything happened. It helped us both grow up. She's finally got a job and a boyfriend. And I'm working again and I've stopped drinking.
I'm getting my life back on track and If you have anything to say about how I've chosen the bad path you can kiss my ass. I'm okay with the choice's I've made.
 They've made me who I am today and I wouldn't change that for anyone.


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