to whom it may concern.

I've done everything I could do to fix my mistakes, I apologized so much and that's not enough.

 I guess I'm not good enough to be your friend anymore but lately I couldn't care any less.

 Since we haven't been friends I haven't felt all depressed. 

I'm actually happy now, I no longer have to try to make you happy every god damn day of the week, cause you think your life is so terrible.

 I never thought that we wouldn't be friends, But now that it's happened I'm happy,

 I actually have people who care about me and when I have a bad day and need someone to talk to They actually talk to me and make me feel better instead of saying Oh or Yeah or Okay.

I'll probably end up missing you sometime in life, But as of right now I'm happy being on my own and not having to be Dr Phil all the time..